gyanjyoti

Walking through the bushes I realized

Life's never been so tasteful

I thought I have grown mature yet,

Alas "the peace" eludes me.

Some say "Philosophy" might be my abode,

I comtemplated, prophesized, practiced,

Still the thirst hadn't quenched,

Forever lurching with it's ugly head.

My Thirst for higher taste's reached destiny

No longer affected by mundane chores,

no more chivalry, no more hypocrisy

I raced free, untamed, yet felt in agony

.

Once while deep in reverie I saw

Some folks clad in saffron with heads shaved.

Impulsively, my head bowed in reverence, pity,

A pale yet determined hand pat'd me.

I heard a distant groan; slow yet pleasing

Oops, I stepped on a basking dog.

I thought I have grown mature yet,

Alas "the peace" eludes me.

I made myself up,

New Family New History,

I don’t know why?

It wasn’t that I didn’t like myself,

May be I found the fictional me better

It was something that happened,

Like an accident,

Which you see but cannot stop,

Happening to you in slow motion

But it seems to have not yet happened

And now that it’s over

And I am living in wreckage

I think: This isn’t me!

But of course it is.

Yet I am living happily or not?

A  good question indeed! Are you yourself? Are you what you wanted to be as a child? Or are you on the right track of becoming what you wanted to become? A session of self-introspection may reveal certain truths!

Just about a few years ago,

I set out on the road,

Seeking my fame and fortune,

Somethings got worse and others got cool,

I am about to wake,

Seven hundred miles away from home,

Oh Lord! I am stuck in a moment I can't get out of !

Let me plan something,

Let me grow up,

Let me improve things,

Let me take myself to new heights!

Today I read an article about John Abraham in TOI. In the article John spoke about how he cycles everyday to get his perfect body in shape. Moreover he said that if you have a perfect shape, any kind of clothes would look good on you. But most important thing which was mentioned, was about DISCIPLINE.

John said " Discipline begins in your mind. You may have vices, problems and weaknesses...you may be flawed person, but accepting your flaws and working towards a better 'you' is a must. There are times when you may not be in the happiest state of mind, but that doesn't mean you make everyone around you unhappy. A happy mind is the secret to a happier self."  

These words by John Abraham are truly inspirational.

I am sure all readers would now try to strive harder to achieve the goals in their lives by making their lives more disciplined.

VOICE- Vedic Oasis for Inspiration, Culture and Education

Started by the brainchild of RadheShyam Das with a noble motive, M-Tech, IIT - Mumbai, VOICE has successfully transformed to an oasis for students seeking to develop

their SQ,EQ and IQ. We believe in progress through actions being carefully guided by the words of our founders. Carrying on the rich legacy left by our seniors, VOICE

has been continuously striving to make efforts in all-round development of college grads.

Our programs are oriented to train boys in patience, maturity, self control, clean habits, tolerance, respect for elders and meditaion to calm the raging mind. They

also learn public speaking, studying effectively, developing concentration and avoid bad habits.

Over the years some of the events organised by us:

1. Enriching dramas

2. Enlightening seminars

3. Intellectual quizzes

4. Musical Instruments Learning

5. Vocal Classes

6. Meditation Circles

VOICE strives to empower the youth through the following training program :

1. Personality Development and Character Build Up

2. Yoga, Meditation and Nutritious Diet

3. Topping in Academics

4. Public Speaking and Discussion

5. Team Playing and Synergising

6. Personal Care and Counselling

Note : 1. Include a quote to begin

2. Names of the people holding positions in the club (optional)

3. A link (facebook page or anything) mentioning the club activities(if possible)

4. Even a link to the videos of seminars can also be posted

5. We can even post a photo depicting boys engaged in attending seminars.

For the motion

“when you are surrounded by sheep then it is easy to become one yourself.”

? Stephen Richards (a modern day author)

This quote is quite evident to substantiate what my speech deals with. How many of you present here like to be the one who walks with the crowd ? Contemporary economic scene, pacy globalization and "democratization" lay more emphasis on one's voice than anything else.

Gone are the days when it was child's play to mobilize crowd, to bend it and to mold it whichever way one feels suited to his convenience. The age of science and technology needs an individual to transcend boundaries and fallible discrimination based on caste, creed, color, nation, religion and what not.

Individualism involves "the right of the individual to freedom and self-realization". Individualism is the moral stance, political philosophy, ideology, or social outlook that emphasizes "the moral worth of the individual". Individualists promote the exercise of one's goals and desires and so value independence and self-reliance.

It's hard to imagine our beloved India without Gandhi, Bose, Amartya Sen, Bhagat Singh. Had they not stepped out of the vicious circle of stereotypes, we would not have been celebrating our freedom.

Undoubtedly, this path is more dangerous. But I must remind you "No pains no gains".

Individualistic approach is not a new thing. From time immemorial, America has been individualism oriented writ large. In American individualism, the ideal is for all people to be able to freely make their own decisions. The opinions of family elders may be respected, but as youth enter adulthood, they expect and are expected to make decisions about their own lives. And the results have been laden with fruits, making America the only superpower in the world.

All people are individuals. Social norms can affect behavior, however all decision making is individual.

Note : Arrange the above as per your requirements. All the best.

Somebody has truly said, life is not fair!!! Why do some people have everything in life and they have no respect for what they have? And others have to struggle for even the basic necessities of life??? I know these questions have been raised time and again and we have debated over these issues‘n’ number of times and have reached no conclusion!!! I know we should be satisfied with whatever we have in life, but sometimes it really hurts when you see the person sitting next to you having many options where you have none…..Unfair truly!!!! Lord Krishna please give us strength to face such situations bravely and take lessons from such incidents so that we evolve as a better person, the one who respects and values everything given to him/her by God.

Sometimes I think I am happy. Sometimes I wonder about myself and my surroundings. Sometimes I wish if I could just leave all this “important” stuff in life and wander like nomads, enjoying the colors of nature. Sometimes I really wish to let go off my passion and just sit beside the beach listening to the songs and decrypting the cipher text that god has provided me. If only it was possible!

People always tell me to do something great, achieve something big! Money, fame and Luxury! They say, once I reach the top, I can relax; but in my race to the top I have discovered that it is nearly impossible to rest at the top. People near me, who care about me look up to me. They expect me to do something extra-ordinary with my life. I do not know if I am capable of doing anything like that but I do assure them that they won't be disappointed. I feel guilty. I really do not want to be an Engineer. I do not want my name to be on the list of world's top coders; all I want is a few moments to relax; to take some time out and forget the race to success. Movies like 3 idiots do inspire this side of mine, but then this inspiration is crushed by the reality of this society.

This burden of expectations is too much for me. Not only expectations there are responsibilities too. Responsibilities for my action, for my words and for everything I see and ignore. One cannot simply run away from these responsibilities. Currently, I am trying my best to live up to my duty but my quest for that silver lining is still on!

To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviouslywould rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This noteshould be pretty easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years,since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involvedwith independence and the embracement of your community has proven tobe very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as wellas creating music along with reading and writing for too many yearsnow. I feel guity beyond words about these things.

For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and themanic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way inwhich it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in thethe love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totallyadmire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. Itsimply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of wouldbe to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clockbefore I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power toappreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). Iappreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lotof people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciatethings when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightlynumb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for allthe people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but Istill can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I havefor everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply lovepeople too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. Thesad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don'tyou just enjoy it? I don't know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and adaughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of loveand joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good andwill do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where Ican barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becomingthe miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.

I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age ofseven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Onlybecause it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy.Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach foryour letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of anerratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and soremember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy.

Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.

Please keep goingCourtney, for Frances.

For her life, which will be so much happierwithout me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

This is the suicide note of a mancalled Kurt Cobain, the lead vocalist of a rock band called“Nirvana”. He was 27 and the band was at its pinnacle of economicsuccess when this happenned. The reason was simple – He felt sorry! He was tired of pretending. He could not enjoy his music anymore. Hefelt a guilt when he used to walk out to the stage amidst thecheering by his fans. He thought that he is taking more from thisworld than he should. He knew he will never be able to give anythingpositive to this world – not even by his musical creation. He lostthat enthusiasm he once had as a child.

Some people call him mad. Others call him a loser. But those like me, who genuinely believe in Music and can appreciate the impact it has on society think of him as God. Hissacrifice will keep on inspiring musicians for centuries.

“You better die if you are half theman you used to be”

My best moments with my friends soon to come .... wait for it,,, just behold ....

And yes !! this time i even have a she friend. lolz !! This is gonna be legendary!!!

(to be continued...) 

ying yang : In Chinese philosophy, the concept of yin-yang , which is often called "yin and yang", is used to describe how seemingly opposite or contrary forces are interconnected and interdependent in the natural world; and, how they give rise to each other as they interrelate to one another. Many natural dualities (such as male and female, light and dark, high and low, hot and cold, water and fire, life and death, and so on) are thought of as physical manifestations of the yin-yang concept. The concept lies at the origins of many branches of classical Chinese science and philosophy, as well as being a primary guideline of traditional Chinese medicine, and a central principle of different forms of Chinese martial arts and exercise, such as baguazhang, taijiquan (t'ai chi), and qigong (Chi Kung) and of I Ching.